calling this "emotional pain"..

in one of my painful moods

don't see..

i just feel pain..

even in laughter

pain that does not have a colour ..

it run on black..

but to feel it right..

it's not the colour i can't stand..

its what the colour does to me..

when peaceful calm colours 

makes me want to scream..

i feel that everyone

everything

dont match me

dont understan

they are lying

they dont want me

am not wanted by the world

starts to leave..

dont want to be notice 

crumble in side..

not i want to die..

just wish never was born..

and more..

much more

feelings that have no words change

take me on a round and round

racing cars to nowhere

feel my body is showing from the inside out

that my skin has milted

every eye looking

at me

naked

then i fall..

hit the ground with its coldness

roughness

and i do feel calm

glade

safe..

am on the floor

then he comes..

actually, i seek him out

take comfort 

in hime..

he in me..

then the body that hunted me..

reveal its beauty for me..

 go out of the dark..

vist an old friend

talke to strangers i meet..

smile as the last few weeks

never happen

it was not me..

i was told about it

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