#day_of_orange_&_blue writing about it..

let réclame what it is to be orang..to feel orang..
the color orang,red&yellow, individual character
orang became my future..
the place I would not be
but am full of orang I don't fight for the future..

diving into the blue..meditate
blue was and still is my color..
what does it really mean..
what is blue for me..
this is a long night..
am getting long nights..dry days..
thinking about my blue..or rather blue of mine..
..blue of mine is primary..as all blue are!!!
being with me when i had my first palette..
could see my child's hand reaching for blue..
observe the blue
what is blue..
reflects
flashes of blue.. remember when your were inside of me..
blue..travel the world..in the 7 seas..
searching the waves for a hug..
for sanctuary..
a place of my own..

..choices one makes  it's not from oneself..

it's not who self..

 ..one choose from multi options

for self to really choose..

self has to creates what self want..

that's a choice of one self..

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day 2 of #day_of_orange_&_blue

good day world..
day 2 of..#day_of_orange_&_blue
let remember blue..

what blue mean..

how blue feel..

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 #day_of_orange_&_blue

#pattern #draw #collage #mixmedia

artist a freedom fighter with images

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#day_of_orange_&_blue

then it went to a turn 

it went to a different direction 

close up to some part of the original 

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artist a freedom fighter with images

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#day_of_orange_&_blue

day of orange and blue..

to the world..

to the last attempt to combined both in one canvas..

I have this to do today

let réclame what it is to be orang..

to feel orang..
the color orang,red&yellow, individual character 
orang became my future..
the place I would not be
 am full of orang I don't fight for the future..

#maha_masoud

 #day_of_orange_&_blue

#pattern #draw #collage #mixmedia

artist a freedom fighter with images

#at_maha_masoud_art_page

http://www.facebook.com/mahalight1969

#day_of_orange_&_blue

day of orange and blue..

to the world..

to the last attempt to combined both in one canvas..

I have this to do today

let réclame what it is to be orang..

to feel orang..
the color orang,red&yellow, individual character 
orang became my future..
the place I would not be
am full of orang I don't fight for the future..

#maha_masoud

 #day_of_orange_&_blue

#pattern #draw #collage #mixmedia

artist a freedom fighter with images

#at_maha_masoud_art_page

http://www.facebook.com/mahalight1969

#day_of_orange_&_blue

day of orange and blue..

to the world..

to the last attempt to combined both in one canvas..

I have this to do today

let réclame what it is to be orang..

to feel orang..
the color orang,red&yellow, individual character 
orang became my future..
the place I would not be
am full of orang I don't fight for the future..

#maha_masoud

 #day_of_orange_&_blue

#pattern #draw #collage #mixmedia

artist a freedom fighter with images

#at_maha_masoud_art_page

http://www.facebook.com/mahalight1969

#write_from_pictuers song..letter..

a letter from maha to self..

sing a song for this unknown way of speaking through others words..

others voice..when am going to say out my words..only in colours

when am going to use my own voice..only in painting..

Child from Syria

Suhair Sibai

To be completely honest

It scares me to imagine

What life would be without you

For this very reason

I ask you to forgive me

For what I'm putting us through

not that am really scared, you know am just angry..

but not to regain maha is my obsession not just a goal

asking for forgiveness  from self, for am the one who still hurts maha the most

am the one who is left suppressing maha

am that lover whom never kept a promise..

am the lover whom never loved you..

self confusing my betrayal to self..

for that i ask for forgiveness..

have being mistreating self..ignoring self..lying to self

all the whale declaring self love...

that's what i have being putting maha through..

 

Gaia Cortesi

so its not about love..or self love

is it about beauty or self beauty..

is it about self worth..or worth at all..

the thing with mom is it, maha being fighting her

when all she wanted is for maha to fight for her..

that is not maha resbonsiblty..not that mom had maha by choices..

Dong Li-Blackwell

there are so many things

Against us, I've decided

That I'm not giving you up, no...

that's not even i choice..giving up..is not in me..

although, i know it hurts more to have hope..

i know i can not disbelieve in self in that way..sorry maha

if you want me to give up, it's not in me, that's another pain i add on you

Thinking back, I see what we have

Is something different

I think we've known all along

how fair would it be

To divide this love's existence

Between what's right and what's wrong

what is wrong..what is right..why to judge by a rule..
who's rule anyway..

always wondering if we'll make it

Time will tell you

If it means having you for only a moment

A moment just might be enough

really that's all i want just a moment after all these years..

really, having is what i want..to have me..to have self..not to be self!!!!

Screaming in the silence the promises we've spoken

Come back to haunt me, false and broken

Quiet desperation to see we're lost forever

Searching for water in the desert

No, I refuse to have to do

Without you

LET IT OUT!

Chantal Van Houten

maha masoud

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