Wednesday, September 25, 2013

#maha_masoud 's journal entry..when you forget who you are



when you forget who you are


unworthiness arrogance allure into their entangled shadow dance
become so familiar, they manage sometimes to sneak in without you even noticing

all of a sudden you find yourself dressed in smelly rags or shiny polyester
your soul itches badly





lessons came to pass and I just knew my contract was over
could not have dragged it on
dysfunctional
causing myself suffering





Leaving felt like was being ripped off where i loved
parting I had a deep inner knowing
beyond  cravings of  mind and body that this was the path
the right course of action





am worthy, just as I am
deserve intimacy
deserve tenderness
deserve love



Sunday, September 15, 2013

#maha_masoud 's #elephant #essence day 7


#maha_masoud 's #elephant #essence
day 7
Sunday 15 sept 2013















with consciousness..
my company is essence of elephant..
colors reflect emotion time,place..
#emotion #mapping..visualising my external being..
may #elephant #essence lead me to insight..relive pain..
maha





i remember every single spot of light..shade of darkness..
i remember almost all things..almost here is the trick..
remember what i have forgotten..is the key..
oh dear elephant guide me through remembering the things i forgotten..
maha









"have a memory like an elephant"..
dear elephant lead me to my infant memory..
maha
















Thursday, September 12, 2013

#maha_masoud 's #elephant #essence day 6



#maha_masoud 's #elephant #essence
day 6
Thu 12 Sept 2013



with consciousness..
my company is essence of elephant..colors reflect emotion time,place..
#emotion #mapping..visualising my external being..
may #elephant #essence lead me to insight..
relive pain..
maha











































#maha_masoud 's #elephant #essence day 5


#maha_masoud 's #elephant #essence
day 5
Wed 11 Sept 2013



with consciousness..
my company is essence of elephant..colors reflect emotion time,place..
#emotion #mapping..visualising my external being..
may #elephant #essence lead me to insight..
relive pain..
maha
























#maha_masoud 's #elephant #essence day 1


#maha_masoud 's #elephant #essence
day 1
Sat 7 sept 2013


with consciousness..
my company is essence of elephant..colors reflect emotion time,place..
#emotion #mapping..visualising my external being..
may #elephant #essence lead me to insight..
relive pain..
maha